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My Locked-Up Sunday

Its Sunday people! okay supposingly, it's already MONDAY! Happy 1st Month Anniversary :) Lovesss <3

Saturday ( 23/05/09)
Went to Bukit Jalil Stadium. That's cause my cousin sister and her boyfriend were in the Penang atheletics team. And came here for MSSM. She's my closest cousin :) and plus her boyfriend, yeah, he's a great guy. We went around the evening. As i was walking...





My brother suddenly said : "Jie.. (pointing at the dude in front of me) Ke Sheng."

I was like "Whaat?" ( I looked, still unsure.)

I poked that dude my brother was talking about.

He turned! OMG!

He said : " Ohh, Hii!"

I was blur for a while and when my mind started to work again, i realised it was my cousin sister's bf. Haha!

I smiled my wide wide smile :) :) :)



I asked if we could see my cousin sis. He brought us to wherever their whole gang was and there i met my her :)



Closing ceremony wasn't so impressive though. Heard the opening was better :)



We went home and got ready as we were to go to KLCC to meet my cousin sis again. We had dinner there. So yeah, my cousin sis and her bf came with us. Walking, shopping. They're the sweetest and cutest couple you can ever find the this world. Really. He bought her a bracelet. I was told the buy the same one and so i did :D Man he bought her everything she wanted. Went to Famous Amos and bought her candies. Haha. How sweeet :p After some time, they'd to go. And there they left. We went home. Tired >.<


I'll upload the photos soon ya. Gotta sleep now. Tomorrow --- Maths paper. GOOD LUCK!

It's been long...

Sorry people. I didn't have time to update my blog due to the exams :( :(


On Wednesday ( 20/05/09)
We had BM paper. Aww man it was HARD! i didn't have enough time for my kertas 2. Nevermind. And it was a stupid day alright! After school, some doinky stuff happened. I kena birdshit on my elbow then im bag. WTH???! First time..EWW!!!!!!!!! Chengmun gave me tissuepapers :p Haha! Sooooooooooooooooooo embarassing man! >.< Mum sent him home :) :) :)


On Thursday (21/05/09)
We had Sivik and i didn't even know! I just read through everything and sat for the exam. Gosh. Hmm That's about it i guess. Oh ya and English paper was okay. Don't think i did well though :( Mum sent him home :) again.. hehe.. Well Mum offered him to come for lunch with us. Shocking. Haha. He refused :)


Yesterday, Friday (22/05/09)
Moral and History paper. Moral was, aahh the same. We never had Moral in my old school. Or Sivik. Or PJK. History was kinda tough. Yeah. He checked my paper and freaked me out. Thought i was that stupid that make such small mistake but found out that he was just jokin :D
Well, this time had lunch together. With Mum. Haha! It all went well i guess :)


Today, nothing much. Just gonna study. Math's on Monday. Might visit my cousin sis at the stadium in the evening since she's running. Why haven't Thinesh replied. Ergh my bro's too busy with his girlfriend. Haha. Miss ya loads bro... <3


Okay Bye people. Gonna continue with my Maths questions >.< muahhx!

Hell Yeah BORING !!!

None of the teachers came in today. Except for KH. Well we had kerja kayu. Reminder : I study perdangangan - the guys one, which means i'm the only girl. The whole day sitting in class. I was the usual sleepyhead. Opened my Science book, read through it and soon enough, my head was on the table. Dozed off >.< Woke up after 15 minutes. I saw Shu Cheng studying and i was like " Shoot it, she's studying and im doing nothing. DAYME!" And so i took my BM books out - notes for my novel thingy and i started studying and writing them out. AAhh gosh i was so tired. Recess was the same. 2 nuggets (everyday :p).

And after recess was the same too. Sat alone with my BM notes and the papers i wrote my BM stuffs on. Was concentrating til that PERSON came and there...flirting and going all so touchy touchy with my friend. Ergh ! GROSS! Hello woman! Keep your distance. Not like he's ever gonna layan YOU. Man, your voice! AAhh! So freaking loud that i can still hear if i close my ears. How i wish i could say these 2 words "SHUT UP" to you. Finally, before i lost my temper, she went away. And i continued with what i was doing.

KH was crazy! Haha! I was begging Cik Wong to at least give me a B for my kerja kayu, not C lah! And she actually gave me an A :D :D While waiting for the bell to ring, yeah as usual those dudes will kacau me.

First, my hair. Livi said 'peacock'. Dude its my hair, not peacock! Haha!

Second, Fikri with his usual tricks - tripping ME! Okay here it is right.. I was standing there with the guys and my heavy heavy beg hanging on my shoulder and 3 thick thick books in my arms. He pushed the back of my knee. I couldn't balance myself. I simply just grabbed whoever was beside me - Abduh. Well, in the end, Fikri was the one who fell :p poor fella :) Funny dude lah :)

My back hurts, for some reason. Think it's cause i stayed up the whole night studying on my bed. Til around 12 midnight and couldn't take it anymore so i slept :D

Okay people, i gotta continue studying. Have a nice day ! Lovessssss <3

SHOPHIA

SHOPHIA would be a country i own in a thousand years time. It sounds impossible. Well, it IS impossble. But my darling said we live in SHOPHIA in my dreams. He'll be my prince and I'll be his princess. There in our magical world, only "Dreams Come True" and "Happy Ever After" exsist.


Sorry lah people, i know my imagination aint as good as my lil sis. But im still learning from her Barbie stories and all okay. Give me time. Haha! And btw, i wont actually say everything out here. Cause its only meant for....nevermind. Just i'm still working on it. Its been long since i last say such things :D


I know im such a weirdo right........................


Night Night !

My First Saturday Out ! ♥

Told mum i wanna go for extra tuition class which was optional, can you believe it? Woke up in the morning, got ready and there goes my extra class. We had Science, Sejarah and Maths.

During Sejarah..

Teacher : You, answer question number 46.

Me : Uh? (blur)

Teacher : Just answer, i wont kill you.

Okay, my answer was wrong :(

Maths was.. boring. As usual, knowing me, i don't listen to the Maths teacher. BORING. So i normally do myself.

After tuition..

Dad came and picked bro and i up. Shoooot !
Surprisingly i was allowed to go to KFC with Chengmun and his friends for Crystal's birthday :)
The first person i saw was Jason and then Reshan, and the rest of the crowd. I sat there drinking Coke, or Pepsi, i don't know. Not mine actually :p I was still full though. Well, we laughed most of the time. Real funny people. Gowsh... >.<


Tiara Faber Condo...

something something you don't have to know. Haha.

We sat by the pool. Waiting for Mum. We were listening to our song - When I'm With You by Faber Drive. Sweet. And we took pictures :)

There..........one of it :D











By the pool. yeap :)




Mum sent Chengmun home :D second time. How cool :p Haha !

Arvind came over. ( my younger brother's classmate. my ex-schoolmate, in a way.)

His Mum cooked superb Indian food ! And tiny choc muffins for desert :D











oooooooooooops ! i bit it :P It tastes so good ! :D




OMG, i can't believe Rajminder is talking to me. After so so long ! The last time we talked was when he came down to KL telling me about Holla Mella ( don't know how to spell it )

:D :D

'A' day with funny PEOPLE !

We had Chinese Exams today. Not me but others cause i don't take Chinese. I speak though :) The 'non-chinese-paper-takers' were all in 3A. So i was there since morning. Alone doing my work, studying. Sarah came. She seemed tired. So we got this book. Whatever it is called. We started searching for words. It was so hot in the class. We were laughing a lot. I was being 'sick' haha ! Ryan got a new nickname. Sshhhh. haha! Today was super boring except the part when Sarah and i were talkin bout something Ryan would call *cough cough* :p He overheard! whooops!


Something was bothering me so i asked Sarah..

Me : Sarah, do you think i should go to the canteen or just straight go out of school?

Sarah : What does your heart tell you?

Hmm. Canteen of course.

I was so happy seeing him there waiting for me :D He walked me out even though he was supposed to go for his extra Bio class. We watched me til i got into the car. Love it when you're so protective :)




Friday, my usual most tiring day of the week. Double tuition. OMG. Ergh ! I came back home and saw my Silver medal for Kumon. I screamed. Just for a second of course :p I was stuck with my Bronze for 7 years and finally my hard work got paid off :) i took pictures of my SILVER baby ! haha ! :D

















*Blink* *Blink* :D


















8 years baby ! Haha !




Talked to Thinesh tonight :) And my 'sis-in-law' in a way lah. And my darling :p :p of course.
I ♥ Him.

♥ THINESH ♥

♥ THINESH ♥

I miss my brother. He saved me from the pain i was going through. And kept me as his little sister. Always there taking care of me and protecting me. I know he will never hurt me. The one person that will never betray me. Love you most ♥


















Ezra ♥ Soph ♥ Thinesh





Just a night out out *OUT* with my bro !




nitess peepss !

RAIN :(

After school..the sky turned grey and my heart turned grey too. I stood there waiting all alone. He went home afraid it might rain soon. The wind blew and my hair went with the breeze. I shivered. Feeling lonely again. Hmm. Dad came and picked me up, finally. I stared out the window as he drove. Suddenly, i was trapped in my own Dream World. Rain dropped on the car window. Was it really raining? or those were my tears? I didn't have a reason to say those were my tears so..they were just rain drops.

Busy the whole time, not me. But i waited anyway. Doing my work, studying. Hmm. Boring. Missin some one's not easy. Haha. Hasveen's party got cancelled. No surprises during the weekends then. Just gonna prepare for my exams. Ergh!

TOMORROW..makes my hear beat. It's racing already. Silly me. Nights !

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

♥ Love is a feeling that comes from the heart and changes our lives forever... ♥

♥ Love is special and precious. It comes in our lives like a soft breeze and things change forever. When something is so valuable, we should make sure it stays with us forever. But it is said the path of true love never runs smoothly... ♥


♥ you, cause you smile my favourite smile :) everyday..even when i'm upset, that smile of yours would me make melt.


Today was okay.
Some Crazy Girl came between me and Preetha and totally freaked the both of us out!

CG(Crazy Girl :P) : Are you with Chengmun?

Me: What? With who?

CG: Chengmun, Lingyean's brother.

Me: Erm..i don't know.

Okay THAT freaked me out! She was asking like if i said Yes to her question, she would call her gang to attack me or something. She was so serious! aww man. And was staring at us throughout the whole recess. What's wrong with herrrr?

I'll tell you why i'm so scared of this kinda people aite.

When i was in Std5, i was having band practice after recess so was kinda in a rush. As i was walking to put my bowl with some left overs still into the basket that was provided, i accidentally banged into a senior girl. She was a prefect and was St6 back then. Well, yeah kena her shirt right, she screwed me alright. Like really really bad. Guess since then, i've always been scared of girl-gangsters. They're scarier than guys, swear ya!

Our class presentation wasn't as bad. My bf couldn't understand what i was saying up there. Haha! Livi's body was turning towards me as he was talking. His hands were shaking. Kenghung said i read too fast. The last poem, Livi moved the microphone nearer to me. I was like wh-what? no....but read the peom out anyway. Some felt embarassed. But i guess it was a good experience for everyone. I wasn't as nervous though :D

Freda and Jovee didn't show up in school today which made my day completely boring! Belle and Audrey came over during PJK period. We talked and talked and laughed and laughed :p We talked mostly about our guys. -- *ahemahem*, *ahemahem* and.....*ahemahem* HAHA! :D

Stupid recess time! Those prefects made us stay at the tapak perhimpunan. What for?! Firstly, the weather is hot (everyday the same, duhh!) and secondly, i wanna spend time with my bf, you doink doink! *ooooooopss* :p :p :p >.<

You left early today. I stood there all by myself feeling so lost. I didn't know where to go or to even move. I was alone without you by my side. I looked around, people were chatting happily with their friends. I couldn't fine mine, probably still eating at the cafeteria. So i walked, just a few steps as if i was a lost girl in the jungle trying to find my way out. I feel so afraid sometimes when you're not around. That's me when you're not with me. I need you.........always.

Forgot to inform Mum that we're not suppose to stay back for co curriculum so i had to call Mum using the public phone :) Told Mum about it and she said she'll be quite late. I told Mum to take her time. She was like " yeahh yeahh...." In a way, she was teasing me for some reason. haha :D

Back home, as usual, i had my lunch and everything just like any other days. Went out to the garden with Trojan ( my handsome, cute Golden Retreiver :D). I sat on the soft grass as Trojan layed on my lap and talked to my uncle from Aussie. He just arrived yesterday night. Brought me Chocs from Aussie! OMG! Big ones! I plan to share it with some one i love :) Swuueeeeet! :p

Tomorrow awaits me~

a blog for my Best Friend

I feel like there's a part of me missing since i've left. My Best Friend back in SDS. Ashleen. She has a perfect name, most beautiful eyes and the sweetest smile :) I suddenly remembered how life used to be when i had her beside me, everyday.

Ashleen~

I wish you were here right now so none of these would have happened. When you have a perfect best friend that understands you perfectly, well yeah, everything will be perfect, everything was back then, a year back, sharing the biggest, weirdest, naughtiest, sickest, funniest....(list goes on) secrets with her, my best friend. I've missed her so so much. She always had her arms wide open for me. I remember those times we spent talking on the phone and whispering into each other's ears at the back of the class when lessons were going on. Not like Coach didn't notice us chattind away, obviously we 'kena'-ed. We giggled while doing Silent Moment as if we could read each other's mind. Silent Moment, yeah we hated it. We use that 3 minutes to think of something only weirdos like us would think. I shall not say it out :p We never liked each other much when we first met. Like seriously, we were never in the same group of girls. Thank God for placing her next to me in class and we became close. Closer than ever. We go all round the school together. I would miss her whenever she didn't show up in school. Ashleen's maid makes good food. My favourite was egg with chicken and chilli inside with rice. She uses a really tiny spoon to eat the food. Well, i love finishing up her food for her :p cause it's superb :p Oh yeah, and we so don't like it when we were "spied" by "Gorrilla", just a nickname for someone. The cherry tree was our favourite spot every morning. I remember when she got so angry with me and just stormed away like a small girl and will come back saying she misses me, of course i could never bare hurting her. Used to tell her how i can never live without her. Chocs are her favourites, always. She gets so addicted to them, Snickers, all sorts :) It's true aite? She came over to my house for a sleepover (finally) and i bought her a bar of Cadbury, her fav with almonds, big bars! And one for my own as well. We chatted while we enjoyed our chocs :p throughout the whole night okay! It'l make us FAT! haha! She's a skinny bone :P haha ! but preeeety! So yeah, we've discussed bout leaving school together, but i left before she did. Hmm. Miss her more than anything else back there. Will never be forgotten. Love you.......



Okay now what a day people! It was crazy! I should stop being a cry baby. haha! Something extreme happened today, again. I love him.


Hasveen! Hasveen! Hasveene's Party this Saturday?? aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahh! should i go? should i not? should i? should i not? should iii? answeeerrrr meee !

my 'EMO' day...

Something unpleasant happened yesterday night. Just, something.......

I wasn't in my best of mood since then. Went to school (wore my baju kurung for the second time). Morning was fine. Recess wasn't so nice today. I didn't eat for some reason. Was starving though but it's alright. So yeah, he came. I was 'emo-ing' and didn't talk much. Just kept on mumbling and can't remember what i actually said. As much as i wanted a hug, i was still in school. Forgiving's the best thing to do sometimes when you're in love, right :) Somehow i just felt like there was something heay in my heart that i can't get it out.
After recess, we had 2 periods of Science. Teacher went for some kursus thingy so we were FREE. I give up being 'emo' so i played the game Daniel invented himself. Very kiddy game but at least i was fine. That doinky English presentation, ergh! Why do I have to do it? Come on people! I'm doing it with Daniel Jason Phua! haha! :D

After school was better :) We were laughing at my bottle. I said the word "sperm" ooooooops! haha! ~laughters~ :D Heartssss everywhere.......

Walked outta school together, just like any other days. He was tempting me :P aww man...

7th Of May (sshh) + Belle babe :D

Look at my poor Belle. I tried my best to stop you. But it didn't work so that's what happened today. Hmm.

I did something bad today (again). This time i didn't skip any classes or co curriculum activities ok? Just during ICM. Belle and I when to the dewan terbuka. It was super HOT! Why's Malaysia like that? Can't you at least snow for once?? Nevermind. Belle suggested that we walk ACROSS the field and towards the basketball court where he and her crush were, playing basketball, sweating. Duhh they're guys. I was such a coward and refuse to go but second thought, let's just be bad for once alright? Though this's the second time but still. So, we walked there and walked BACK, including him. I was teasing Belle that she should keep her crush company since he was shooting hoops all so lonely over there. Belle actually walked there! OMG! I stared after her, shocked! I told him " Oh my god, she's really daring man!" So yeah my best friend went and left me alone with my darling :) Which was a good thing - (privacy :P). We talked, yeah, just like normal. Something happened. It was the sweetest thing ever. I wish it would last forever and never has an end to it. Love Pills, that's what we call it :)

Netball, yeah. I didn't wanna go but he thought i should so i did though it wasn't really what i wanted. What i really wanted was just to hang around and talk about everything under the sun cause that makes me really happy :) Amira and i weren't really enjoying the game cause it was a "no position" and "no rule" Netball game, how sucky! She was there. Prisha told me that she wanted to cut my name so i'd have to join another permainan for my co curriculum. Like she's gonna do that. But i wouldn't mind at all. It's better so i don't have to bare her annoying existence. I'm still in the school team and this's just normal school activity so it doesn't bother me much. If she really plans to kick me out, i'd join my darling :) he'd teach me volleyball :P haha. Those Form4 guys joined the game. Yeah they're good, obviously guys right. I got 3 all in hoops :P not my best but at least :) those dudes shot the rest. We won :D It was tiring so i stopped after 30 minutes of the "kinda-but-not-so-doinky-game" (since i shot :p) He was playing football with the guys. Hmm we walked to the cafeteria together and he bought me a drink :) sweeeeet.

When tuition straight after school. It was so tiring especially when mum didn't bring my phone along, ergh. We had double Geo period cause the BM teacher had some problem with his family, his brother i think, got admited to the hospital-sad :( Came home. He was in tuition, so i just stayed in my bedroom longer, playing the guitar and some of my favourite songs. Bathe. Dinner. And started with my KH revision. It lasted for like half an hour and guess i'm just too exhausted and nothing's goin into my head so i decided to go to bed instead. Belle texted me, well yeah she's kinda upset about what happened to her today. Gave her some advice but i'm gonna tell you this Belle, " Don't ever bother what others think" HELLO! That you-know-who can never stop annoying me with her dumb lies and fake stories and i ain't gonna do anything about it. BUT i DO complain a lot, like really really a lot (sorry) haha. Hmm, just be happy always and forever! :D

Okay he's done with jamming and now waling back home alone along the lonely dark streets which kinda worries me. BE CAREFUL! Hey ya evil people out there! Don't you dare kidnapping my guy! hahahahahahahahaha!

I'm super tired. Gonna sleeeep. Good Night people ! :)

Just another ordinary day...

School was normal i guess.
I was kinda sleeeeepy today. Put my head on the table and slept off for like 5 minutes til...

Maths period...

Pn Hanim : Kawan square-root.

Me : Kawan WHAT?!

Fatimah : Tak Tau ( giggling).

We both laughed :P


Belle, oh gosh Belle. What am i suppose to do? I can't say No. If i do, i'd need a reason. If i say Yes, that's not my real answer to your question. Just let me say No :) :) Please.............

I gave Freda the "Bugsy" in octopus version. I think it's really cute with big round eyes. She carries it wherever she goes, even out of class. Haha! Don't wanna lose those Dearie Eyes :D Jovee said it smells like ME! :P

Fikri was learning Chinese from Xin Hua and all.

Fikri : yao da jia ah? guo lai !

Knowing how tiny he is (cute :P)

Me : yao da jia ah?! ( said the same thing back. shocking :P)

Hmm it was really funny :)

Okay i can't stand that living thing in my class. Jealous Freek, yeah. I'l just put it as "JF" aite. I just wish that JF would disappear in thin air. So i can live in peace. Just lucky that it's me you're playing with, cause i don't really respond to your childish nonsense. And tomorrow Netball, ergh my favourite game - screwed, as much as i missed it, i don't think i'll show up :( Don't wanna spoil my day.

After school......

Had 2 nuggets, as usual. PBSM, yeah... had to copy some notes. But most of the time i studied Geo. The weather, steaming and plus the long pants i was wearin, gwsh. Hmm, Justine was explaining about " Terseliuh". It was really funny :) After that, it started to rain when i was heading to the canteen. Luckily, i wasn't soaked with rain water. So i waited there, alone just looking around, yeah. Dad came around 3.45pm. Home :)

We talked on the phone just for a lil while til the line got screwed. No texting :( D: >.< Sad me. Gotta wait. WAITING...

5th of May.

I'm new. Well yeah. Used to keep a diary with me. Guess sometimes sharing's much better :) Today's such a hot day. Like really really burning, steaming HOT! And i wore baju kurung for the first time. Shocking?? Probably not. Aww man, the heat! Ahh forget it. And.... guess what! I'm being so bad for some reason, or just "naughty". Seriously, it's somethin "I" never thought i would do. Okay..i ditched co curriculam. First time, yeah excluding my previous cheerleading practices. English Club, can you imagine? It's super boring. Forced to go to the Bird Park (soon, June i think, GOSH!) nevermind. So yeah, spent my precious time talking to *ahem ahem* >.< haha. Nice..but still the weather, argh! "Ants"- save me! I'm a no no to ants :) Those huge red red things crawling all over, eeeeeew! I'm doing my Geo Folio now. And my History, don't ask. I'l finish em soon enough.


Here goes my Bangkok trip last weekend aite :)

















Ate that cheeeeessy sandwich on the plane :) Melted but still ! It's CHEESE! haha.
















Look at my rajin sis doing her homework while waiting for the flight.
















Me and my imaginary mermaid tail with my soft soft sea shell. haha!
















Thanks alot Keyshan for messing up my hair! >.< I look CRAZY.





















One of the temples in Bangkok :)
















Somewhere preeeeeety~




We went to the Floating Market too >>



















Loads more............................



Hmm... how's it like being in love again? Like....you keep yourself away from it but sometimes it just happens that you can't help it. Used to see my future so clearly, it's a sudden change but it's worth everything :) I have the heart that beats for you...



Gotta finish my "typing" for Geo with my cacat-ed finger :( cause i hammered my finger while doing kerja kayu. Just the usual me being so accidental :)

Night Night :)